| sigh. much stretching ahead...
this is gonna be hard.
but Lord, i cling to your promise and to your still small voice in the darkness.
you give and take away
and my heart still chooses to say
'blessed be Your Name"
I PRAY FOR KINGDOM EYES.
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| glory lives in all of your ways.
you are GREAT and MIGHTY TO BE PRAISED
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| i'm so excited for small group this year.
there's butterflies in my stomach thinking about them - and i dont even know who they are. but its gonna be FREAKING AWESOME. a;lfkjwoeifjawlfj
prepare for some lovin!
yeyuuuhhhh
it keeps hitting me how precious time is . i only have 2 more years left. gotta savor every moment - make the most of the opportunities that God gives. and man, i gotta worship, i gotta pray, i gotta start kickin and screamin
with everything! all my depravity, all my laziness and falsehoods, my selfishness ... and all my longing to see God, to be holy and pleasing in his sight, to watch that smile of his spread across the heavens, hear his laughter, feel the heat of his glory on my face. soak in it and drip that glory from my fingertips.
across the earth, across all nations, they will know Your Name.
burn in me until there is no longer Cat Chen .... only You. may you be the definition of my soul - a welcome branding across eyes that finally open
and see!
i know i dont make much sense. but my destination is set and locked and this little ball of chaos is gonna keep tumbling down the road til i get there. !!!! can't wait!
i'm coming, Lord, i'm coming home.
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| i dont want to be here - caught between a hard heart and inevitable change.
i dont want to be in chambana - i'd rather take the sweat and cockroaches of taiwan. i feel more at home there than here. (strange how flighty my heart is... twas the opposite at the start of summer)
maybe i'm just getting defensive and stubborn. fighting the wrong thing and searching for the wrong thing.
is impulsiveness the result of desperation?
where have i placed my worth?
值得嗎?
好像最近很常問我自己這問題...
the problem is though - 我問題太多了... 答案太少了... 問我自己沒用
值得嗎?
heh.... 陳奕婷... 你真是白癡啦.
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